I never learned anything
But to love
And to leave.
I keep trying to find a life
On my own, apart from You
I am the king of excuses
I’ve got one for every selfish thing I do
The disease of self runs through my blood
It’s a cancer fatal to my soul
Every attempt on my behalf has failed
To bring this sickness under control
I was moody this am but I went to the gym for an hour and some and did sooo much and came home took a cold shower, ate a salad with chicken and some apples w/ peanut butter on the side and now I feel amazing. I need to take care of myself like this more often. I’m tryina nap before work and can’t even nap cuz I feel so good. Lol what is this.
By the end of today I won’t want to talk to you anymore.
Just gotta wait it out.
When “i” is replaced with “we” even illness becomes wellness.
Head rants about my relationship situation are exhausting.